Monday, February 22, 2010

thank you

alhamdulillah...penderitaan jiwa insyallah akan berakhir dgn segera...yo juz change his mind..dia nk resign dlm masa terdekat ni and will come to notts ASAP...syukur kehadrat illahi...yo kata dia rasa kosong je hidup sekarang bila blk keje akku n aiff x de..keje pn x hepi kut..

semalam yo ad ckp classmate dia dh dpt keje 1 malaysia F1 tu..now at norwich city, uk...agak jauh  juga dgn notts.suddenly aku rasa mcm bersalah sangat. mcm menyekat kerjaya dia..tp aku nk dia kat sisi. x bleh hidup tanpa dia..selfish ke aku???

bukan nk saje2 cengeng bila call yo...aku bila ckp dgn yo leleh je...tp mmg x bleh tahan..sbb tu ke yg buat dia susah hati.

satu perkara yg aku terfikir mampu ke nk balas semua pengorbanan dia..

4 comments:

Farina said...

Hetty,

Kalau yo willing to quit and you didn't even forced him to do that, don't feel guilty.Sometimes kita tak nampak what future holds, tapi insya-allah kalau niat kita ikhlas, tuhan akan permudahkan jalan untuk yo bila balik malaysia nanti. I felt guilty too initially but when I saw Jai living out his life after some time, I know things happened for a reason. Hope everything turns out okay for both of you :)

LUTH ^_^ LUNA said...

thanks a lot farina for ur advice..yup i will never forced him.juz let him decide himself. but of course i hope he always be wiith me most of the time...hope there's a light at the end of the tunnel.aminnn

miss Bed said...

etty, korang kan pasangan yg tak dpt dipisahkan,
skang matyo berkorban utk ko.. so in future ko plak kena willing berkorban utk masa depan dia =)

LUTH ^_^ LUNA said...

ye bed..ni btl2 kuasa cinta bed...tu la aku akan doakan matyo jd ceo petronas suatu hari nnt..so for returns aku mgkn jadi datin seri...