keep motivating myself

lagi lagi diet..x kisah la buat ke x. janji impian tuk kurus tetap ada. dan kini kembali lagi. kenapa? kerana kamu la sang suami...he has never said anything  about my body, but when I asked  few nights ago if i'm fat, and directly he said yes...and again i asked did he like it or not..and again he said nop...ok false alarm..i have to wake up. The truth is, I know that I'm not massively overweight but I think I could do with losing some weight and toning up...generally getting healthier...but I've been trying for ages and haven't got very far.


ok kepada isteri2 yg suami x kisah gemuk ke x..aku x jeles pun. u all bisa bergembira. kenapa x jeles? sbb aku sendiri pun mmg nk kekal kurus.well lets do it this way...most said if he loves u for who u r and not what u look like . yes partly u are rite. We marry the people we love but we also marry people we are attracted to and that does tend to change with time. I am sure he still loves who you are he probably just wants you to also still be bikini worthy, or at least limber enough to have some private fun. In my case i'm prefer if he expressed his unsatisfied opinion  rather that he keep looking at beautiful ladies out there or worst before it turns out that he is not attracted to me anymore. But be realistic la..kalu umur dh masuk 5 series pun dia nk body mcm rozita che wan, that is too much la kan...
 
 
And for today's lunch i indulged myself with 2 slices of bread...