mix feeling

in less than 2 weeks i will be in Malaysia. Dariusz will give a feedback on my thesis this Monday but till i know the results i feel so terrible. i hope i can submit before leaving. But i have a strong feeling that i can't. my time at school was not so productive lately. i meant since i submitted the 2nd draft last week. bla bla bla. i do no what else to say. fullstop.